"No problem. Everything's fine."

Status: (cw: suicide mention in notes)
Current Date: Day 346
Current Location: F24 - 235
Condition:
-Physical:
--Weight loss (62kg/136.7lbs (original 85kg/187.4lbs, critical at 45kg/99.2lbs))
-Mental: Missing memory of Gabriel comforting him after a nightmare (permanent), severe emotional fatigue, severe depression (self-managing symptoms and struggling), severe sleep deprivation (no more than 4 hrs/night for one month and counting)
-Special:
--Current Event: None
--Beacon: OFF
--Light: Intact
--Eyes: Prophet (currently normal)
--Prophet Mark: No
--Pit: Jumped voluntarily (protecting Angel), displays red markings that mimic his armor
--Exposure: None (Next: Feb. - if the town lives that long)
Food: 19 days (21 days' space available, consumption 0.5:1, rapidly loses weight (counter 0))
Water: 7 days (fresh only) (7 days available for use, assume any empties are filled with melting snow)
Melted Snow Consumed: 2+ months' worth
Notes: Recovering emotionally from what amounts to a suicide attempt. Still on shaky ground.
Search Request Thread: here(old). New one here(also outdated). Third here.

Tablet:
Network ID: Enoch
Assistant:
-Name: Helel
-Voice: Male, deep
-Appearance: A jet-black cartoon representation of a star with big, round red eyes.
Cover: Pink with red heart pattern
Apps: None nonstandard

Inventory:

Worn
-Backpack (larger than starter)
-Cloak
-Jeans
-Sandals, under rainboots
-A thin throw quilt for a sofa, with a hole cut into the middle to make a crude poncho. The sides have been sewn shut now.
-A pair of leather gloves
-Throw blanket (being used as a scarf) (has faint bloodstains that will not wash out)
-Yellow rainboots (over sandals)
-Yellow raincoat (over blanket-poncho, under cloak)
-Halves of a white cotton sheet wrapped around his feet under his rainboots
-Dark red nylon dog leash, with a hole worked into it by knifepoint to serve as a belt.
-Table runner, as a sash
-Lightweight, warm blanket patterned with stars. Worn under his cloak like another cape until he reaches shelter, then slept under.
-Very warm blanket portraying a moon over a lake. The moon's reflection is a yin-yang symbol. Wears it over the star blanket and sleeps under both.

Carried/in immediate reach
-Tablet w/cover (see above)
-A plastic bag that just barely holds a week's worth of food. The handles have had sweatbands wrapped around them to make them more comfortable to hold.
-Light green pillowcase, with a pair of straps made from a yellow mesh jersey (reinforced with leather straps from a sandal) sewn in to allow it to be carried on the arm or shoulder
-Cane
-Pillowcase, rudimentary handles sewn in, made from a large breed leather dog collar
-Tennis racket x2 (tied to each side with makeshift sash)

In clothing pockets (C = cloak pocket, J = jeans pocket)
-[C]Fragments of Ishtar's Bones
-[C]Freemen's Notes, waterlogged and mostly illegible
-[J]Some half-rusted nails, in glasses case
-[J]Some nails in good condition, in glasses case
-[J]Antique snuff box
-[C]Baseball
-[J]Bible excerpt
-[J]Glasses case, holding all his loose nails
-[J]Nail clippers
-[C]Fruit of Wisdom (event regain)
-[J]A box of paperclips
-[C]A love note from a woman to her husband, telling him to be safe.

Backpack (B=main compartment, F=front, L=left, R=right)
-[B]A photo album containing several photos of a travel-loving woman and a photo of a town hall with protesters, water damaged
-[B]Plastic bottle marked w/ cloth scraps from mattress (empty except when filled with his urine for heat) (2)
-[L]Pencil
-[B]Piece of scrap metal about the size of his head
-[B]Metal doorknob
-[B]Green sponge
-[B]Scissors
-[B]Candlestick x2
-[B]Silver spoon
-[B]Child's thermos (filled with water)
-[B]Ballpoint pen
-[B]Spool of pink thread (full)
-[B]A metal knitting needle
-[B]Small sewing kit containing [Broken Needle], [Intact Needle], [Threader], [Spool of Blue Thread (4/10)], [Spool of Dark Blue Thread (full)], [Spool of Black Thread (full)]
-[B]Plate
-[B]Chapstick (unflavored)
-[B]Bandaids
-[B]Paring knife
-[B]Crafts magazine
-[B]Light blue surgical scrubs (torn? possibly gone?)
-[B]Chaptstick (made of beeswax)
-[B]Hymnal
-[B]Softball
-[B]Folder, black and white striped
-[B]A broken-off stiletto heel
-[B]Toothbrush holder
-[R]Inkwell
-[B]Cocktail shaker, red
-[B]Bowl, red
-[B]Icing spatula, red handle
-[B]Fork
-[B]Wooden cat
-[B]Postcard(featuring a pic of Big Ben)
-[B]Rubber bands
-[B]A tin can
-[B]Hairspray
-[B]Bath pillow
-[B]Sunscreen
-[B]Suntan Lotion
-[B]Superhero comic book
-[B]"World's Best Dad" keychain
-[B]Father's Day card
-[B]Pumice stone
-[B]Breath spray. (Uses remaining: 125)
-[B]Ambien (5mg, 19 pills remaining)
-[B]Pair of wire cutters gifted from Beckett
-[F]A pair of patchwork mittens
-[B]Prazosin, empty bottle