this is so stupid if youre going to risk your life then risk it for something better than that you werent going to find anything you were just going to be dead like everyone else whos pulled a morgue experiment why does everyone keep doing this stupid dangerous stuff i have way too many friends dead for no good reason and you all just go yeah lets add my name to the pile just try me admin or whatever system it is that decides who does and doesnt revive and you all being so cavalier pisses me off like house keeps saying people will just come back or its worth doing until nobody comes back at all but screw that i miss my friends enoch if youre just going to try and kill yourself because you think you MIGHT learn something then fuck off
[Davesprite pauses here, caught up in his frustration. Arguing clearly isn't working; Enoch's mind is too clearly made up.]
im going to hang up here if we keep arguing were just going to dig ourselves a circle shaped rut until we have the worlds roundest canyon and im exhausted already ill talk to you some other time just dont fuck die again in the meanwhile
I dearly wish I could say I won't, but all I can truly offer you is I'll do the best I can. We both know the way this place can be. I know it is of no comfort to you but know that I do not seek death for its own sake.
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if youre going to risk your life then risk it for something better than that
you werent going to find anything you were just going to be dead like everyone else whos pulled a morgue experiment
why does everyone keep doing this stupid dangerous stuff
i have way too many friends dead for no good reason and you all just go yeah lets add my name to the pile
just try me admin
or whatever system it is that decides who does and doesnt revive
and you all being so cavalier pisses me off like house keeps saying people will just come back or its worth doing until nobody comes back at all but screw that
i miss my friends enoch
if youre just going to try and kill yourself because you think you MIGHT learn something then fuck off
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At that moment there was nothing better to risk my life for. I'm tired of my friends dying, too.
I'm sorry. I know I'm upsetting you, and this won't help, but it felt right, even if I know it would feel right for no one else.
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im going to hang up here
if we keep arguing were just going to dig ourselves a circle shaped rut until we have the worlds roundest canyon
and im exhausted already
ill talk to you some other time
just dont fuck die again in the meanwhile
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I'm sorry for all of this.
Take care.
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take care of your own self
[He hangs up here.]