It silences him for a brief hard instance of something not unlike self-loathing. Stupid of him to have called up Enoch of all people, Enoch who understands the nature of his struggle better than anyone in the town. Enoch who has this confidence in him, which is not God's gift at all, just the man's own nature. Beckett can't match it. It's driving him mad.]
And if I don't care about failing anymore? What then? Why not give up?
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It silences him for a brief hard instance of something not unlike self-loathing. Stupid of him to have called up Enoch of all people, Enoch who understands the nature of his struggle better than anyone in the town. Enoch who has this confidence in him, which is not God's gift at all, just the man's own nature. Beckett can't match it. It's driving him mad.]
And if I don't care about failing anymore? What then? Why not give up?